Sorrowness~

one day has passed... i still think about her. Although i tried forgetting it by doin other stuff, it jz dont work... i really hope tht i could knock myself and together with the sorrow memory. Doc said tht my health hasnt improve yet. At tht moment, i knew i had no chance at all. I always carry in my mind, you do not meet the requirements tht u said earlier. Getting myself to tht destination require time and consistency.

I for now promised myself, will do everything i can to improve myself. Not only for her. But for myself too. Do hope tonite, i can forget her......